WMDD

Nope, not a radio station, although arguably those of us trying to muster through our dissertations could really use some 24-7 inspiration.

Similar to WWJD and LMFAO, OMG and BRB (the list could go on) this acronym best captures the phrase I utter at least once per day and think at least fifty times more. 

Drum roll...  "When My Dissertation's Done."  Said often, thought SO much!

And while I say it often, I usually fail to consider how those on the receiving end of the comment feel.  But last night, an honest friend gave me a glimpse.  "You know, you really need to get this thing done.  How often are you going to say that?"

I laughed - because I prefer honesty and I too say the same thing to myself all the time.  How often do you say "after?"  I suppose I could say, "HODYSA?"

And the timeline.  Oh the ever-changing timeline and deadline and tasks to be done and... this that and the other...  The sicknesses and work-tasks, the milestones and the desire to do that which is just "every day."

It's a whirlwind to me so I can't expect anyone else to understand.  And while I don't expect everyone to care enough to understand the intricate details of my day-to-day struggles and accomplishments, I promise you those who care about my general progress and well-being are those I'll keep close to me.  And for those who wonder when the hell I'll finish this and can't wait around to find out, that's fine.  Just like law school, I'll learn who my friends are.

And I try hard not to talk about it too much - God forbid.  But if the conversation is about "when" something will happen, what do you expect my answer to be?

This is an extraordinarily long process that I debate having ever started but will muster through to the end. You may join me, if you'd like,  I'll be there, I promise - WMDD.   :-)